Well today did not go well, man I just love food way too much, at least I went to the gym this morning and running a lot is helping me lose weight. I need to do more though. I think the fact that I am no longer on drugs is definitely helping with the weight loss. They were definitely keeping the weight on me. Everyone thinks I should stay on them though, WHY should I stay on something I hate???

I will have to see what goes down tomorrow and if I can stick to any kind of good eating or just not eat at all. Ihave a wedding in a few weeks and I haven’t seen these people in ages and last time I saw them I was thin! I am just going to look like I got pregnant or something. Damn It!!!!