So tomorrow my diet starts again, I am very pro ana and keen to get started on the abc diet! I need to get thin fast! I hopefully have a new job in fashion soon and really need to look the part! Its funny how it takes basically no time at all if you have a great letter! It really makes me want to lose the weight though, how awesome would a job in fashion be! I love fashion but don’t feel thin enough to look great in it, but not for long!
So I have been back at the gym this week, I feel much better my stomach is starting to flatten out already! Now just to get the food under control, can’t be too hard I have done it before. Man why did I let myself get big??? What the f*** is wrong with me. man it is sooo hard!