Well today did not go well, man I just love food way too much, at least I went to the gym this morning and running a lot is helping me lose weight. I need to do more though. I think the fact that I am no longer on drugs is definitely helping with the weight loss. They were definitely keeping the weight on me. Everyone thinks I should stay on them though, WHY should I stay on something I hate???

I will have to see what goes down tomorrow and if I can stick to any kind of good eating or just not eat at all. Ihave a wedding in a few weeks and I haven’t seen these people in ages and last time I saw them I was thin! I am just going to look like I got pregnant or something. Damn It!!!!

So tomorrow my diet starts again, I am very pro ana and keen to get started on the abc diet! I need to get thin fast! I hopefully have a new job in fashion soon and really need to look the part! Its funny how it takes basically no time at all if you have a great letter! It really makes me want to lose the weight though, how awesome would a job in fashion be! I love fashion but don’t feel thin enough to look great in it, but not for long!

So I have been back at the gym this week, I feel much better my stomach is starting to flatten out already! Now just to get the food under control, can’t be too hard I have done it before. Man why did I let myself get big??? What the f*** is wrong with me. man it is sooo hard!

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